Sunday, April 30, 2006
[*rAn.d0m tH0uGhT$*] ...life ... hmmm ... just reflecting on life right now ... i'm seriously burning out ... but i'm amazed at how far i've come ... how much i've accompished ... how much i've grown ... there are many things to say ... many ways to say it ... i'm just gonna put it in a way that is easier for me ... no fanciful manner .. just the simple cheryn way ...
when i look back ... it's hard to believe all that has happened to me ever did happen ... you can never tell the future ... but you can always see the past ... life has been good ... but all these goodness came from God ... being in ijtp choir was part of His plan ... i remember when i was sec 1 , i was deciding between choir or guides ... but mrs low held choir auditions very early ... so even before i went for guides orientation , i was already in choir ... to me ... it was a sign from God ... that choir was what He wanted me to be in ...
what doesn't kill you makes you stronger ... choir wasn't easy ... it was demanding and sacrifices had to be made ... and i realise then, that sacrifices are part and parcel of life ... that you cannot always have what you want ... and to succeed , you have to give your best and trust in God ... it is always easier to run then to face the challenges ... but i was never born a person to give up easily ... when choir practices became tougher ... though thoughts of giving up did flood my mind ... i didn't run away ... knowing that i had God with me all the time, gave me the strength to face the challenges that came my way ...
my secondary school holidays were always filled with choir activities ... at times, i'd wish i was in some slack cca ... but now ... i thank God for His plans for me ... with choir came many precious memories and friendships ... the difficulties made me grow ... the experiences taught me things ... choir ... people may think ... is an easy cca ... but unless you're part of it ... you'll never know ...
ijtp choir ... has helped me grow to who i am today ... a strong person ... a confident person ... i never expected this to happen to me in sec 1 ... but if you walk by faith ... you can be assured that whatever happens ... it is from God ... and it is to make you a better person ... for in these situations that you can feel God's blessings ...
through choir, i've accomplished many things ... things that money can never buy ... things that no one else will ever go through ... and these are blessings from God ...
my friends ... they are God's blessings to me ... and it's hard to imagine how far i've come with some of them ... you know who i'm refering to ... haha ... yup ... really ... years ago , when you first met them ... you'd never expect your friendship to last this long ... to be so strong ... to withstand the many challenges that came ... that never wavered in times of troubles and needs ...and i thank God for them ... for they have played major roles in my life ... helping to mould me to who i am now ...
thank you ...
well ... life ... i'm not sure how i'll see it at the end of this year ... but one thing i'm sure of ... with God ... and faith in Him ... life will be filled with much love from Him and the people around me ... and with His faithful promises ever fulfilling themselves in my life as time goes by ...
forever loving you guys,
cheryn ...
posted at 4/30/2006 07:49:00 pm
